["Messed up" is certainly one way to put it, and one that the doppelganger would only be gleeful to accept and elaborate on. He's very proud of the mess he made over those weeks, and of the lives he interrupted so that he could carve his own demented legacy into them.
The real L's eyes half-open; he's not awake, but again, it seems like he's trying to shake the unnaturally heavy sleep he's under. His doppelganger lifts his head, and a hand slides up the sleeping man's chest, then his neck, and then rests against his nose and mouth. Gradually, and almost tenderly, the doppelganger presses down, languidly leaning into the motion, restricting airflow as he casually rides out the vague struggling of someone who might be dreaming of drowning.]
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The real L's eyes half-open; he's not awake, but again, it seems like he's trying to shake the unnaturally heavy sleep he's under. His doppelganger lifts his head, and a hand slides up the sleeping man's chest, then his neck, and then rests against his nose and mouth. Gradually, and almost tenderly, the doppelganger presses down, languidly leaning into the motion, restricting airflow as he casually rides out the vague struggling of someone who might be dreaming of drowning.]